Let me tell you a short story.

To set the scene, math class, period 4.

It was a friend A's birthday so a group of us had given her some helium balloons, and friend B was not part of said group. But anyway, friend B decided to take said balloon, scribble on them, and not let Friend A have them. So I being the loud, noisy one decided to ask Friend B, not so politely to give them back. SO Friend B decided to start swearing at me, so I raised my voice and said; I quote, 'DO NOT SWEAR AT ME!' in math class. Of course, by this stage out heated discussion had been the main priority of interest for us dumb kids in level three, so he entire class was listening by now. Friend B chucked in a few more swear words just for good measure, which Mr Car decided to give her detention for. Blaming me, she stormed out of the classroom, hence, earning herself a one way ticket to our principals office. 

She hasn't spoken to me since. I wonder when she will get a wake up call and see that she actually has no friends anymore. Harsh, but my friends, reality HURTS.

May I remind you that this is the girl who was at one stage, my best friend. Of course our friendship has completely fallen apart now, over numerous silly little arguments about nothing. But I've realised that life without her so called, 'friendship' is so much easier. I don't have to worry if I say the wrong thing about any subject, because the friends I have now, don't mind me stuffing up every now and then. You sometimes get people like friend B who aren't there to support you, they are just there to torment you, and tell them how much you aren't worth, and how lucky you are to be their 'friend'. And ALL THIS TIME, I never realised, how badly she treated me. She made my life, miserable, and I didn't even realise WHY I was always upset. But majority of the time i was because my best friend wasn't speaking to me because I used her camera without asking, or I sat next to the boy she liked or something so TRIVIAL, as to mess me up?

How could I have not seen this before?! She threw me off my path, made me so oblivious to what was in front of me. How could I not see? Why was I so stupid to think she was a friend who I could trust? All these rumours were spread about me and my beliefs and I was given a terrible reputation because of this girl, and yet I STILL didn't realise? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!