It's been way too long with everything. Too long between my infrequent blog posts, too long since I've been normal, even. Too long since I've gone shopping, eaten subway, used makeup, taken photos, cleaned my room, painted, danced.. The list goes on! I've been such a study hermit, I'm surprised I haven't been sleeping with my maths book under my pillow. Good news; exams are over! Not so good news; I don't know where that leaves me. I'm slightly scared by how fast things go past. Excuse the cliché but it's as though I blinked and the whole year passed by. I'm not used to this! Time is supposed to go slowly, so why isn't it? It's like I'm always short of time! For study, homework, sleeping, eating, cleaning, talking, laughing, riding.. I just don't know where all my time has gone! It's slightly frustrating, and slightly hard to comprehend. I'm almost sixteen, I hardly remember anything up-to this point. next year is TEE, and after that who knows what? I'm so frightened by the prospect of leaving school, it's all I know. What happens next? I don't want to be a dropout, but I doubt my TEE score will be good enough for me to get into Uni. It makes me think of all the stupid things I've done. We all live with the 'No Regrets' slogan on our lives, but for how many of us is it true? I have so many regrets, things I wish I could change. How many people really have, no regrets?
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
It doesn't have to make sense.
I'd rather be stalker free, thanks.
It's been way too long with everything. Too long between my infrequent blog posts, too long since I've been normal, even. Too long since I've gone shopping, eaten subway, used makeup, taken photos, cleaned my room, painted, danced.. The list goes on! I've been such a study hermit, I'm surprised I haven't been sleeping with my maths book under my pillow. Good news; exams are over! Not so good news; I don't know where that leaves me. I'm slightly scared by how fast things go past. Excuse the cliché but it's as though I blinked and the whole year passed by. I'm not used to this! Time is supposed to go slowly, so why isn't it? It's like I'm always short of time! For study, homework, sleeping, eating, cleaning, talking, laughing, riding.. I just don't know where all my time has gone! It's slightly frustrating, and slightly hard to comprehend. I'm almost sixteen, I hardly remember anything up-to this point. next year is TEE, and after that who knows what? I'm so frightened by the prospect of leaving school, it's all I know. What happens next? I don't want to be a dropout, but I doubt my TEE score will be good enough for me to get into Uni. It makes me think of all the stupid things I've done. We all live with the 'No Regrets' slogan on our lives, but for how many of us is it true? I have so many regrets, things I wish I could change. How many people really have, no regrets?
It's been way too long with everything. Too long between my infrequent blog posts, too long since I've been normal, even. Too long since I've gone shopping, eaten subway, used makeup, taken photos, cleaned my room, painted, danced.. The list goes on! I've been such a study hermit, I'm surprised I haven't been sleeping with my maths book under my pillow. Good news; exams are over! Not so good news; I don't know where that leaves me. I'm slightly scared by how fast things go past. Excuse the cliché but it's as though I blinked and the whole year passed by. I'm not used to this! Time is supposed to go slowly, so why isn't it? It's like I'm always short of time! For study, homework, sleeping, eating, cleaning, talking, laughing, riding.. I just don't know where all my time has gone! It's slightly frustrating, and slightly hard to comprehend. I'm almost sixteen, I hardly remember anything up-to this point. next year is TEE, and after that who knows what? I'm so frightened by the prospect of leaving school, it's all I know. What happens next? I don't want to be a dropout, but I doubt my TEE score will be good enough for me to get into Uni. It makes me think of all the stupid things I've done. We all live with the 'No Regrets' slogan on our lives, but for how many of us is it true? I have so many regrets, things I wish I could change. How many people really have, no regrets?
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