I've realised a lot of things.

I've realised, I take a long time to get anything completed.

I've realised, life is short and somewhat worth living.

I've realised, assignments are harder than they first appear to be.

I've realised, things get harder the more you put them off.

I've realised, the internet is lame and not worth your time.

I've realised, I don't read my bible as much as I should.

I've realised, life is hard! And even the bible is complicated.

I've realised, mess doesn't clean itself up.

I've realised, how bad I am at being crafty.

I've realised, sushi is hard to make.

I've realised, friends mean more to me than family, and I don't even mind.

I've realised, being sick is bad! And really quite frustrating.

I've realised, just how much I'm going to miss Lisa Joss.

I've realised, things hardly ever go to plan.

I've realised, teachers actually do worry, and care about their students.

I've realised, people never say what they mean.

I've realised, most of the things I'm scared of, aren't that daunting, really.

I've realised, how much of a mess I can make out of things.

I've realised, I'm human. And God is the only one who needs to judge me.

But most of all I think i've realised that when the road gets tough, I'm left standing on my own, wondering where all my friends went. Were they here just for the comfort? Do I mean anything to anyone?

WHY IS LIFE SO DAMN HARD?!