A good week.

This has literally been the best few days I've had in, so so long.

Tuesday night was Thanksgiving&Prize Giving ceremony where I was awarded the Drama award. Then Wednesday I found out I had made Veruca Salt for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory from Mondays auditions for school. Thursday I find out that I've made it into eleven eights, and Thursday night is the best part yet! I was working at Betts, and my boss Michelle comes out the back and says 'Hey Saraaaah, there is a delivery for you!' And I'm stunned going, 'Me?!' So I walk out and am presented with two pink roses that Pitcher had sent me to congratulate me on receiving an award. It was the sweetest thing! Okay, so it was a little awkward for the rest of the night with everything finding out that I'm dating a co-worker, but it was the cutest thing a boy had ever done for me. And I felt so special and loved. :) My boss thought it was cute, and kept smiling at me the whole shift, like something creepy hahah. But I was so into that moment, so happy that I meant something to someone, it didn't matter.

So I screwed up tonight, and I'm probably in all seriousness, going to lose my job. but I don't care! I didn't make my budget and I didn't sell any handbags and I'm not well. But Michelle needn't know anything of my personal life. I think I'd rather lose my job than have my boss talk to me about personal things. And I think that's okay, to have some closure and some privacy on things that are your life. Not theirs. So maybe it's nearing the end of my short-lived Betts chapter, but I made a couple of friends, and I gained a best friend whom I call my boyfriend. I also gained a fair amount of shoes that are pretty dandy if you ask me! Anyway, basically I haven't a care in the world, I'm happy in this moment right now, just talking away about nothing in particular.

I think that's been my downfall all along. I let people in where I shouldn't, and I trust them with more than anyone should. So I think I'll change something here, just for now because I didn't like the way things were going. Anyway, if you know me well, you'll know my whole story so it needn't apply to you. And it you don't bad luck, you're not hearing it from me. :)

I'm off to bed, it's 12:12 am, at night, and I have school tomorrow. Life is good. :)