I hate Mondays.

So what do you do when you don't have the answers? And your friends don't have the answers? And you need an answer when you don't know what to say? What if you're given thirty seconds to ruin someones reputation, without knowing you're doing it? What if it's just overwhelming? I don't know what to say to people when they ask me about life. Do I tell them we're here to live it all for Jesus? Or do I tell them that it won't be long on this suckky planet? What am I supposed to do? I can't make decisions by myself. I know it sounds really stupid but I simply cannot do it. I wish Quirky would give me the bad grade. I feel like I deserve it. Maybe I don't but hey, it's hard to justify. I hate telling people what to do yet sometimes you just have to. I hate being a snitch but sometimes you just have to. I hate not knowing what to do or where I'm going. I hate surprises. I want to be in control of what happens but I'm happy to take the backseat. I just don't like not knowing what is going to happen.